Selamat Hari Raya, everyone! :)
might or might not be an actual representation of myself during Raya. teehee.
Mine was okay-ish, I supposed. I had the worst raya prep ever because I was very low in spirits thanks to my job hunting.
I had the last interview at that time and I didn't think I did well. The interviewee (who is also my HoO) was very straight forward and was kinda intimidating tbh (which later I found out that he is actually a very reserved person LMAO atika, you can stop overthinking already. bahahaha)
I was actually following up religiously with HR Rep because I was getting desperate at that time and I really want to secure a job there considering its structure and business model are quite similar to my previous employer.
When I came back from the last interview, I was so moody and refused to do other work. Fortunately, Mummy understand and told me to take things slow.
Alhamdulillah, on Raya Eve, the rep called me and told me I got the job and will be starting on Monday itself.
The training was fun but absorbing new information...might take a while for me. I am doing some revisions today because I didn't do well on the Day(s) Assessment :( Finally bonded with everyone in my batch (there's 22 of us!) . Our trainer is an eye candy too :p
me telling myself throughout the training.
In all seriousness, he is really good in what he's doing and he reminds me of myself after close to 4 years being in FV. Some people are still asking me why did I left which mak dah tak larat nak jawab. lol
I also met the Asst Manager who is an amazing sport as well. It is so easy to bond with most of them being an extrovert and all. Most importantly, finally dapat jumpa Paen dekat office since she finally came back from her Raya holiday.
The moment I got to the access to all of my work related stuffs, I applied for my Sydney leaves right away. My Asst Manager said he'll look into it and it might be probably approved. I am just happy that I didn't delay anything so it's all good.
Kinda looking forward for my birthday trip this year although Toh hasn't really update the itinerary -_- but I do believe he will update me soon enough. Nervous gak ni. I don't want to spam him too much because he is actively looking for a job so imma let him sort that out first.
what I don't look forward as of now is the drive to and from work. Kinda tiring because I am still getting used to it after 3 weeks not being up earlier than 9AM ahahaha I'd like to thank everyone who have been helping me to share my resumes around or even suggesting me job vacancies which I might be interested in.
I am really looking forward to embark on a new adventure at the current work place and hopefully I can grow successfully inshaAllah.
Right now, tetiba teringat lemang so I'm gonna look for one.
Omg it's June already!
Seriously 2018 - I can't keep up anymore.
Ramadhan Kareem, guys!
Anyhow, the past two months have been a hell of a ride. I quit my job after weeks of stress and feeling unappreciated at the same time.
I am also dealing with personal issues of my own which also contributed to the overwhelming feelings at work. So after a lot of consideration, I've decided to resign.
A lot of people were really surprised that I decided to quit since I love the company so much and the scarier part is that I quit without securing another job. Lol
But then again, here I am a month + after, unemployed and feeling so much better about myself.
Let me assured you that it is not always rainbow and sunshine like how it is potrayed on socmed and I learned it the hard way.
What makes me sad the most is definitely leaving the girls which I already consider my sisters at work. They have definitely made work more bearable and I have been missing them every single day tbh :c
What makes me even sadder (and so annoyed at the same time) is how ego can kills what you have with a person. I don't want to burn bridge but I am tired for still having to do everything again, just like how I did 8 years ago.
So this time, I've decided to just let it go.
And I realized it doesn't affect me much.
I am looking for better opportunities as of now and I couldn't thank everyone enough for their constant support and prayers.
I am feeling a lot better now that most of my to-do-lists are all crossed out. Maximizing my unintended breaks to attend to my car issues, dental check up, etc.
So nervous waiting for updates from the latest interviewee on the result.
Doakan I please!