Tuesday, January 19, 2010 | Posted by Atika |
I used to be close with so many people,Yes,USED
to.Now that my old circle of friends have departed and chooses their own path,i'm starting to realise that the bond we used to have are no longer there.Fading.With my hectic schedule,I dont think I really have time for new friends.My colleagues cant really be define as friends
.not now,at least.Too early to actually trust them and believing that they wont backstab me.It can happen and I am not willing to take a risk regarding this matter.Yeah,call me paranoid
for all you want.I dont care.Although,not all of them are complete buggers,some are really nice and never take advantage on me.How nice :)
I am actually totally against the term friends for benefits
.To me,being a friend to someone means that you're willing to be with them through Not only that,we shouldnt bail on them when they need us the most.Well,I guess that actually happen to me nowadays :/ and yes,sometimes,I worried wayyy too much.So much of being tough and all.tsk D: I wont,from now on.just watch and see.I've done my part,so now,it's up to them to decide.To those whom I've hurt throughout the years,I'm here to say I am sorry.It wasnt my intention,at all.
To those I've make friends with,thank you for letting me to know you better than before.To you
who is ever busy now,just to let you know,you'll never walk alone (sounds familiar? :P )
I'm always here for you ;] Also,to those who are always here for me,no worries,there's always a place for youin my heart ♥
The irritation and annoyance brought me back to reality.Reality check,Atika.you're no longer a little girl.you're 18 now.and 18 means you're eligible to do everything you want.well,ALMOST
Ah,I said enough.