Friday, September 3, 2010 | Posted by Atika |
"I constantly feel like I'm missing out on everything. Like everything is happening somewhere else. Like I'm not living life to the fullest. The problem is that I never do anything to change it. I just sit here and write about it. I sit here and write while somewhere over the rainbow amazing things are happening. Amazing things that I'm missing out on. I need to change now because before I know it this will all be over. These teenage years only last so long. I'm going to live for a little while and then I will die. I might as well make the best of it while I can. It is my life after all. I am the one who moves my feet and when I'm ready to change, I will. Then again, maybe I shouldn't wait until I'm ready. I don't think I'm ever going to be ready to change. I doubt anyone ever really is. The time is now. If its a sign I've been waiting for, here it is. Everything will turn out okay, I just know it."
And I wish I could be the sign you've been waiting for. For change.
Oh how I aspire to inspire.
I'm sorry. Things will never be like how it used to be.