Tweeti tanya you, you jawab sepatah. i pun, rasa serba salah nak continue the conversation. i buad salah ke? if i buad salah, i minta maaf. takde niat pun. i just nak jadi kawan yang baik. i tau you moody, i pun moody kodd. Makin moody if everyone is acting this way. Not asking much pun, just to cheer up. if you nak tau, i TERKILAN lah. Tapi biar lah. who cares about what I think kan? Ouh well. Sometimes I feel like giving up. Giving up in giving hopes to everyone around me. Maybe I will if I da tak waras lagi. SERIOUSLY. This is the worse night I've been through in my whole entire life. I feel like shittt. Yes, karma is bitchier than me. in every ways possible. GREAT.
Akmal told me, never expect too much from a person. True, we can always tell that person the story of our life from A to Z, but we can never expect for that person to tell us everything kan? MY MISTAKE. I tried to be a good friend, but I failed. Maybe you rasa annoyed and rasa i ni penyibuk kodd. SORRY :'(
but to think again, siapa lah i ni kan? Guilty charged.
OHANA told me to be strong. and never give up. Fikiran kena kuat. but whyyyyyyy oh whyyyyy, rasa sangat depressed ni T__T Sometimes it feels like the world is better off without me. Life is indeed biting me ferociously without any mercy at the moment. sigh. No calls and no texts. I wonder how did I survived actually. Crying doesn't solve anything, so yeah. No cry, no cry no more.
I need my happy pills. but I guess diorang pun macam dah serik kawan dengan manusia bernama Nurul Dizamira Atika Binti Mohd Sikun ini. betul tak? Siapa lah Atika ni kalau nak compare dengan kawan-kawan you yang hot stuffs tuh kan? yang awesome , yang lawa , yang pandai tuh. betul ? Sorry, sangat-sangat depressed sekarang.
so yeah, whatever.
It was a mistake to think that you'll be the one when I need you the most.
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