As I sat here, hovering over the keys, shuddering unknowingly, I know somehow this day would come. The day everything went back to normal had finally arrived. I put down, thinking and evolving myself in the past memories which was left behind only to realize that everything is okay. everything will be just fine. Anonymous calls and texts left me off guard. The unreplied texts made me anxious endlessly. I am tired of waiting. I am tired to be there for everyone who don't treat me fairly.
Life isn't fair, I know. The bickered friendships are no longer an issue. I am not mellow dramatic. It is just that, for your information, this so-called polystyrene heart which belong to a girl has its own feelings. I deserved to be treated better. I deserved to have someone who will be there for me , no matter what.
Right now, I just need to be with only myself. The long night ahead has been inviting me since forever. The moon smiles at me, shining brightly , leading my way back to reality.
Alhamdulillah. Have a great week ahead, everyone. AMIN :)