Sunday, January 4, 2015 | Posted by Atika |
Well, this is it.
It has been way too overwhelming for the past year. I don't want to do it. Absolutely not now. Definitely not ready mentally and physically. I've already have people telling me that I am not wife material yet, not even motherlike figure. I guess I gotta work harder. Three more years to settle down. Yeah. That sounds good for me. Call me selfish, but i need to think about myself too. So tired battling unrelated shits. Sometimes at night I ponder why these things happened to me. Why is my personal choice is becoming such a nuisance to everyone else? So yeah. I have made up my mind. I am taking some times off from us. Kalau ada jodoh, adalah.
Thank you to everyone who has been wishing us well. InshaAllah, maybe one day we'll cross our path once again.