Wednesday, December 7, 2016 | Posted by Atika |
I woke up this morning that I feel like I want to scream bloody murder to everyone.
No, not the time of the month.
I am just so annoyed at everything and everyone, that I prefer to shut myself out for the day. Pretty much embarrassed myself in front of the whole team on socmed, but I'll tell that story another day.
My happy-o-meter is depleting and I am craving for hugs more than ever now :( The nights are lonely and I told myself to not overspend this month, so no going out and all that (unless you wanna treat me! hehe). I am not on the verge of depression or anything, I just feel...empty.
I know it will eventually be bound to happen when I cut ties or interact less with people on my social media accounts. I am trying to not think about it so much and let the butterfly effect grew on me.
Perhaps one day I'll be gone forever from social media, who knows right?
I feel so proud that I didn't go out for the entire week after work last week, except for ice cream with Sundar, and I do plan to do the same thing this whole week. Not in the mood of seeing anyone plus I am saving up hehe.
But it's alright :) I think I prefer my days go by like this and not worrying about things that don't matter.
Ignorance is bliss.
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